Am I Indigenous Enough?
My dad and I (rockin’ my sick braids) out at Twin Lakes in Churchill, MB.
I’ve questioned if I’m Indigenous enough as a human being and as a light skinned Indigenous woman with freckles, I am often met with “you don’t even look Native.”
Not knowing many words in Swampy Cree, not knowing a lot of Indigenous teachings compared to other Indigenous women, not raised on a reserve, and a non-status Indian according to the Indian Act.
How do we as Indigenous women work through this when we are questioned about our identity?
How do we sink into ourselves; our home?
I found these questions below helpful when having inner conflict about being Indigenous enough. Feel free to take what you find helpful and leave the rest.
1. How does being Indigenous resonate with you?
I encourage you to approach this with a curious nature.
Where does this being “Indigenous enough” stem from?
What’s the root of this fear-based statement?
Have you had to prove yourself in the past?
Are you being authentic to yourself?
This can be triggering, to explore “Indigenous enoughness.” Relying on your community, and Mother Earth can be grounding. It’s okay to rely on your community during this, you’re a strong Iskwe.
Your ancestors are here with you as you explore
2. How can I learn how to identify myself?
When you say to yourself “I am (insert Indigenous Nation) in your head or out loud, how does your body feel? How does your intuition respond? How do you feel emotionally?
The knowledge is within us; tapping into inner knowledge, and even blood memory as a guide. I encourage you to explore your lineage with your relatives.
Ask your relatives questions about your family and ancestors and ask for photos.
If it feels good for you, feel free to ask Creator or the Universe your questions, offer tobacco and see what signs or guidance you receive.
Listen to your spirit and explore my girl
3. Once we listen or feel out how we identify, it’s time to fully embrace this
As an Indigenous woman, you do not need to justify or explain your cultural identity, or identity in that case.
Take inventory the teachings, oral stories, language, and skills you have within you. Honour these and those who shared these with you and for you.
Reflect on the gifts you have and think about other gifts you would like to build on. For example, maybe you’re being called to explore the land, or learn your mother tongue language. Take note of what you're often pulled towards.
What do you lean on to help you move through the “Indigenous enoughness?